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So, I’m with this amazingly brilliant girl who as far as I can tell knows just another everything. You need something built, she can do it. You need a cooking lesson, she’ll teach you to be a gourmet cook by the end of the lesson. You need to learn a language, she can teach you most. You need some random fact about an unknown tribe from a hundred thousand years ago, she’s your girl.

She’s everything! Brilliant, funny, organized, beautiful, wealthy, kind, generous and does her very best not to lord her intelligence over others and I’m pretty sure she knows she’s with a complete moron who doesn’t know s*** about anything but on the off chance I’ve lied too well, she is and I feel like s*** about ruining her life!

I recently found out she declined going to a really prestigious college just so we can stay together and when I confronted her she said “oh who needs a fancy college, I can go anywhere and together we can do anything”. She thinks this because I’m an engineer with a bachelors degree but what she doesn’t know is that I cheated my way through every bit of it. I mean, I know how to do my job and I’m good at it but if I hadn’t cheated through school, I would have gotten Fs and would just be a hobo.

I don’t want her giving up the amazing life she could have for my dumbass but I love her and I also don’t wanna lose her. I don’t know the outcome of our relationship once she finds out but being with her has made me want to be a better person and actually go back to school and really try this time, so, maybe that will account for something.

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