Honestly, it has felt like my year has gone completely downward and it hurts. It’s been one month since my ex Girl best friend left me over her boyfriend and her now 2 well 1 friend is bitching about me and o hate it. The lies. I swear they are obsessed with me. I’m not even going to lie that it wasn’t the part that she left which hurt it was the part that my parents keep on asking if my other friends have left just because one left we are currently a girls group of 6. My parents always ask oh are you a 5 now or why didn’t you do this or do that and it’s hurtful painful and annoying as hell. My ex boy best friend also left over two months ago and let me tell you that it hurts like hell still. We used to tell each other every and one day he just unadds me. I guess it’s partly my fault as I stopped responding as much but yeah. That hurts like hell. He’s always looking at me in class, I always catch his eyes but he doesn’t say anything and looks away. It’s painful like very painful. I also recently haven’t been liking my looks and have been more self conscious of my face in particular. Ahhh idek what to do now.