I feel so embarrassed being vulnerable about my pain to my friends unless it's one-on-one. I don't understand, I just feel like everyone's eyes are on me,

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I feel so embarrassed being vulnerable about my pain to my friends unless it’s one-on-one. I don’t understand, I just feel like everyone’s eyes are on me, judging me for feeling that way or immediately judging the people involved.
As soon as I send it, I just immediately delete it out of fear of everyone’s eyes. I want to cry, scream, and ask for help, but the embarrassment overrides it so much that it’s hard.

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When I was in grammar school I had a lover. We would meet in the barn on our way to school. She would wear a dress and would lay on her back on a bale of hay. It took a few month’s before I could bury my D in her. It felt great to hit the bottom of her. After about a half hour she wanted my C and I would start pumping her full. She would then put her p****** on trying to not drip but keep as much good stuff as possible in her. Her Mother figured out the stains in her p******. Then Once a month I would have to drop my full load in her Mom. She made sure I came in her a couple of times b*******

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I had a fight with a guy at work, he accused me of not having the balls necessary for a promotion. He forced me to lower my pants and look between my legs. No d***, no balls. I cried but it didn’t matter to him. Born a pusdy, always a p****.