I’ve seen horrible things I was never meant to see.

I was on a p*** forum and someone had posted a link. It was shown to be some kind of exclusive p*** site. I had to make an account to access the site. So like the gullible dumbass I am, I made an account. Once I actually got into the site I was f****** horrified. There was just a f*** ton cp. I was f****** traumatized. this happened a couple days ago. I hate myself for even clicking that link. after seeing those images I don’t feel the same. I don’t feel sane. I don’t really want to talk to anyone about it because who the hell am I gonna tell!? I look back on things I did just last week and wish I could feel normal like I was just a few days ago.