It really s**** to be excited for something, but the people you care about are sneering, mocking, and finding all the things wrong with it. Why can’t we just let people enjoy something without ripping it to shreds before it even comes out? I feel guilty for being excited, and that makes me want to cry. Like, I feel like I’m back in school feeling like s*** because I still liked boy bands when all the other girls had outgrown them, and if they found out they acted disgusted. and I don’t feel like I can even say anything to these people, because neither of them are the type who are willing to listen. they’ll just argue their points until I feel even worse. f*** me. I guess I’m just not meant to truly enjoy anything in this s*** life.