Im f****** pathetic so g******* f****** pathetic. I only knew this dude- no not even knew, we were in a few classes together but he only ever said two damn sentences to me- anyway, i only “knew” him for a f****** year and now ive moved to another state so ill probably never see him again and i havent seen him in 84 days but every time i think of the fact that ill never see him again or if i think about him for too long my eyes well up and i wanna cry and today i was almost crying in class and at an assembly because of that. What the actual f*** is wrong with me why am i such a crazy obsessive b****? Its all my fault we moved here i just wanna go back to my old school but of f****** course, i had to be a stubborn f*** and say i wanted to come back when i really didnt anymore just so that i could prove that i was right. I f****** hate it here and i literally almost cry multiple times in each class every f****** day. I just wish i could see him one last time when im super skinny and tell him i like him or i wish i could meet him online or find one of his accounts and kinda stalk him- who am i kidding.. kinda? No not kinda, just totally stalk him. Am i a f****** obsessive psycho b**** or what?