Painful revelation, I will always be trapped in my body, I will have my facial features forever, I won’t magically get a new nose or look different. This is my body, my f****** ugly body that I will always be stuck with. There will be no “remember when I was so ugly in like 2020-2022” I will always be ugly, and there’s nothing I can do about it. I will become skinny and I will get rid of the acne but I will still be ugly only because of my features. Every picture I take will never be a good picture. And I know when someone compliments me they are lying, I can see it in there eyes, their body language, their tone, I’m just ugly. Always have and always will be.