My name is johnny. I’m 31 and mentally disabled. My parents are the only reasons I have to live. I will die alone with no one to take care of me or keep me company. I will be homeless in my old age because I am unable to save for retirement without losing my meager income. I will not be able to afford putting myself in a nursing home. I plan on jumping to my death shortly after my mother dies to avoid all of this. This world is cruel and careless.