I know we broke up and you’re leaving for deployment but the truth is I’m very sad and I’m not strong. I know you’re sorry for what you did and how we broke but and if you really meant it then please stay, grow, love someone, graduate like you wanted to. I’ve never asked anything but, just this once for me, please? I said I’ll always love you but I never thought I would to this extent. I am just starting to move on and honestly it’s been really hard for me so please stay. Stupidest part of me still wishes you loved me the way I did (he cheated with my childhood best friend) and really, I owe myself an apology for still caring about you. Sadly, no matter how badly you fucked me over I’ll always have love for you.
