• 1 month ago
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Hey guys, I don’t really know what to call myself. I think I’m the worst introvert in the world. Recently I just graduated University and I that while others were jumping and celebrating taking pictures, I was just depressed and sad to the extent it was so obvious literally everywhere might have noticed I didn’t even smile, not once while taking the little pictures. I didn’t even post my pictures on socials and literally all my friends and coursemate did! I’m just so down right now, I know I should be in a better position right now but I lost my boss that was of a great help to my life passed away ever since last year he died I fell. I don’t really know what to do with my life anymore ever since I can remember I’ve literally prayed to die. My mom was my best friend and she was the only one who I could feel comfortable with also passed away 2018 ever since she passed away I’ve been alone. Growing up I wasn’t an introvert but while a teenager I noticed I wasn’t appreciated by pretty much everyone like I’m pretty messed up myself. I literally fell in love with being alone. I really don’t wanna open up cah it’s way too long. To cut the story short I just wanna die. I just graduated on Friday I feel stupid. This times two years ago and last year I was really doing well better than I even imagined but as soon as my boss passed away everything pretty much fell. I don’t even know where to start I’m just tired I need help please I just graduated I studied entrepreneurship, I’m willing to work to better myself. I need a friend too😞 — feeling missing.