this has been the worst summer in my entire life. i have no friends, no one to spend time with or communicate. i stay all day in my bed sleeping my teenage years away because i’m so lonely that i’ve even lost any will or energy to even try to do anything. i’m so tired and weak that i feel myself falling into depression. the cycle just keeps going around – wake up, eat, go to sleep and wake up again. but at this point, i don’t even want to wake up again.
