I have no motivation anymore. I don’t want to do anything I have no goals I’m just floating. I have been working out everyday for 2 years and I just lost motivation and I feel horrible I feel lazy bloated and overwhelmed. I hate my body I hate touching myself I hate feeling myself I hate myself. I hate my mind I hate the way I talk anything you can think of I hate. I feel like when I’m older I’m going to become a lowlife girl living in Motels trying to get by (nothing wrong with that) just not the life I want. I suffer from depression if I’m in a low my whole life crashes. How am I supposed to live and pay bills when I give up so easily.