They left

I’m alone

They will be gone for long enough

The poison is just up stairs

This would be my 3rd attempt

The first time left me in a coma

The horror filled hallucination lasted for 30 years on the other side

Time works differently there

I can’t go through that again

I’m a coward

But it was so bad

Whats worse, this pain or the risk of the coma

I don’t know how long I can take it anymore