i’m so tired of all this responsibility. i had nobody to teach me and it shows. i wasnt ready but i had no choice. i had to take charge, take the plunge, but now i’m lost and i can’t turn to anyone for help. i’m sinking. i dont want this anymore. im scared and im depressed and i dont want to be in charge. im tored of being in charge. i want to be taken care of for once. i want somebody else to take the wheel