Poetry I figured out why i hate my eye color, abusers always have it and I'm tired of hating myself, i want to hurt myself because of the self hatred in

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I figured out why i hate my eye color, abusers always have it and I’m tired of hating myself, i want to hurt myself because of the self hatred in my body that wants me to scratch at my skin and peel it back to just see blood

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i started drinking again. i cant drink how i used to and dont black out just to wake up with the worst regrets in my life anymore, but the bottles got bigger and i always have one around. i keep a 750mL bottle of vanilla vodka by my bed to sip on most nights. i start classes again pretty soon so this obviously isnt sustainable. i dont really know what im doing

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