I’m sad all the time. I think I might be losing my f****** s***. I drink more than I should but it doesn’t dull my pain anymore, it just makes me feel ill. I am constantly s******* frustrated but I can’t even do things with my husband because of last year, I feel too insecure and my heart hurts to much. All the time, it hurts. Sometimes I want to die and I’m so sorry, so sorry.
