I really fell for you. It’s breaking my heart that you are choosing another woman, that I’m not enough. Maybe if I’d been funnier or cleverer or sexier,

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I really fell for you. It’s breaking my heart that you are choosing another woman, that I’m not enough. Maybe if I’d been funnier or cleverer or sexier, you’d have chosen me. I let you see so many parts of me, I felt like you saw me clearly and deeply, like no one else has. I’m so scared I’m going to be alone forever. I feel so deficient. Maybe you never felt like I did, and there was never a chance you’d choose me. Maybe you always saw that I was the second choice.

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To be human is to continually change. Your desire to remain as you are is what ultimately limits you.

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My ex would s******* harrass me every day, if that is the word. Force me to show him my body, show him myself m***********, pleasure him since we were long-distance. Whenever I said no, it would be begging all night until I gave in. So I stopped saying no in fear of him leaving me, embarrassing me, sending the photos out. But now, a year after him, I still imagine what it would be like if we did have s**. I imagine it when I’m alone, about how he’d topple over me, guide me through it with a soft voice as he deflowered me. How his rough hands would grab me and pull me hair like how he would describe to me. How he said he wanted me to be choking to the point I nearly threw up. How he wanted his hand on my stomach as he plowed. I pray every day that I never see him again, but I pray that the sin of my desires is attained first.