• 2 months ago

I have feelings for someone else. I’ve been with my current partner for 4 years and we’ve broken up a few times, and I still feel so trapped. I want something else. But I can’t leave now, it’ll look terrible and I can’t go through that pain again. This other guy has been coming into my work for months now and buying things, he’s extremely attractive and we have good conversations and every time I see him I get all nervous and I look forward to it. I know I shouldn’t feel like this when I’m already in a relationship. I do love my partner, I just don’t feel the same as I used to and I’m not as physically attracted to him anymore. I don’t know if I’ll ever experience life the way I want to.