I’m struggling so much because I am in the talking stage with someone who is really, really into me, and I don’t trust it. And I realized it’s because I just don’t think I deserve all this attention and appreciation he’s offered to me so easily. He keeps telling me I’m a catch and that I shine and that he loves talking to me, and it just makes no sense. I look at myself and I feel like he’s talking about someone else. I am just now realizing after struggling with this for a few days, I think the reason I’m terrified is because I just don’t believe someone could see me like this, even when I’ve wanted it for a long time.
