I feel numb, empty, tired. I have nothing going for me. I’m so lost and alone. My family has dealt with my depression for so long, they are sick of me and just wish I would magically get better. I wish I could too.
I so desperately want to be happy. I want to be at peace with myself. I want to reach out to others and make connections. Feel loved and wanted. I haven’t felt that way since I was a child… it’s been over a decade. What if it is not possible? I sabotage every good thing I have.
