I am a father. I am a husband. But I have a secret…. No one knows… I like to have casual g******. I’ve always despised my attraction towards the opposite s** but I just can’t help it. I’ve tried everything to rid of this but I just can’t. It started since I was 13 when my neighbor showed me his p**** as a prank. Ever since then I’ve been attracted. It always weighs heavy on me… I’ve always felt guilty… I love my wife… But I fantasize about my brother in law. I fantasize about making him mine. It really takes a toll one me. I finally found this site to release some emotion.