I wanna kill myself…probably not the first time you’ve read that line but it’s still fucked up, I’m 14 its currently 11:51 and my mom and her POS ‘lover’ ‘s** friend’ whatever they are really are fighting, he called earlier and said he was coming over and my mom said no but he still did, we hid as he knocked on the windows and called our names, it was annoying but I’m used to it, somewhat, after about an hour of it she said she was going to let him in the house, I started crying that if she did I was going to throw a tantrum (I was that desperate) she gave up I took the keys from her and hid them, I try to lock our door with the lock but she says it would be disrespectful and that I shouldn’t disrespect him

We live at our grandfather’s house cause we’re trying to fixed up our old house to rent and make money, our grandfathers car was in the car porch and he starts banging on the windows and then opened the door, my grandfather had a house key in the car, he regularly leaves keys in the car but I know for a fact that that car has alarms and if it was opened with out its mey it would start blaring, I’m pretty sure my mom opened the car door for him to take out the key