My doctor recently prescribed me wellbutrin for depression and it worked for a couple weeks, then like every other sign of hope, it was gone too soon and i woke up one morning and just knew that it wasn’t working anymore. The dose was doubled to 300mg but i still feel the same. i have always had a really hard time swallowing pills but i was able to manage the 150mg ones but the 300mg are out of the question. i was told to continue taking the 150mg pills until i ran out, but to take 2 at a time to get the new 300mg dosage. I ran out of those and today i am on the first day of taking 300mg in a single pill but i just cant do it because of the size. i sat there for an hour trying to swallow it with food or a drink but nothing worked. it started dissolving and i accidently chewed on it and it broke into several pieces. i know you arent supposed to take it like this because it releases everything all at once and you could get a seizure but i was able to swallow the smaller pieces anyway. I think i will be fine, physically at least, but clearly nothing is working at this point and i dont even care anymore. There are so many ways i could end it all right now but most come with a reason for why i cant. i just got a month supply of 300mg which is about 9 grams total. I know people have survived taking 30 grams all at once so i dont know if i have enough to OD. But even if it involves a little pain now, thats a small price to pay for no more pain ever again. I know drug tolerance is different for everyone, but is there a way to determine what my personal tolerance is and how much i would need for a guaranteed lethal overdose? i would ask for comments but since thats not possible here u can dm on discord at Cell_Theory#3289 Thanks in advance