I secretly hate my family, when i was just a child they bodyshame me in a serious way, i would also caught my grandmother or aunt talk shits behind my back or my parents telling me i’m such a failure and ect these things haunt me so bad i can cry for hours and sometimes when i was trying to sleep i could hear their yelling and mocking it hurts so bad ( and if i stand up for myself they would do worse things to me)
i have been going through a gender confusion but only some of my friends could understand it
some of the people i trust the most turn out to not care
everyone around is just so homophobic i feel attacked
and worthless