Im so pathetic… I can’t believe part of me actually ever thought that maybe he does feel something for me. I knew that he liked her…I wish I could be her.

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Im so pathetic… I can’t believe part of me actually ever thought that maybe he does feel something for me. I knew that he liked her…I wish I could be her. Now Im never gonna see him again. My only picture of him is blurry. What if i forget his face? I wanna lay in fetal position wrapped in a blanket and eat ice cream and then cry myself to sleep. F*** I wish i wasn’t like this. What did it mean all the times he looked at me then? I guess he just thinks im weird. I really hate myself for feeling like this for a guy who probably doesn’t give me a thought and also probably doesnt give a single f*** about me. F*** im pathetic and weird.. does everyone get like this over guys sometimes or just me?

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There are countless ingredients that make up the human body and mind, like all the components that make up me as an individual with my own personality. Sure I have a face and voice to distinguish myself from others, but my thoughts and memories are unique only to me, and I carry a sense of my own destiny. Each of those things are just a small part of it. I collect information to use in my own way. All of that blends to create a mixture that forms me and gives rise to my conscience. I feel confined, only free to expand myself within boundaries

Major Motoko Kusanagi

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