i have someone whom i love with my all heart . we are kinda close and we never defined our relationship cuz we were happy and i thought i will have this bond for the rest of my life so i didn’t see any need of tag of any relation . the feeling i had was one sided . now he have a girlfriend and i m dying everyday when i see him looking at her with eyes full of love and makin efforts for her . it kills every single time . the pain i feel in heart is equal to a stab in the heart. and when i tell him i m sad he says its none of your concern if i love her u don’t have any reason to be sad. Maybe i cant even be sad because we don’t have any specific relation. he says i m being toxic cuz i cry when m sad. i realized he will always choose her over me and i m not capable of being distant with him cuz i fkin love him . i haven’t loved anyone like this and i never thought it would hurt like this. its funny that i never realized that i was just someone f*** idk who i was . i didnt know i was not important and someone can replace me in just 1 month isn’t it funny .he says m still important to him but in my heart i already know that it’s not the same as it was . my heart is shattered in million pieces and i wont be able to heal it this time . do we really need a tag to love someone? Can’t i just be with them for the rest of my life loving them without any boundries of relations