`e and hating me no matter what. This went on for the rest of my 8th year and now I am in 9th grade. I've slowly come out of my shell and started talking

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`e and hating me no matter what. This went on for the rest of my 8th year and now I am in 9th grade. I’ve slowly come out of my shell and started talking to some of my classmates. One said that I have changed and that makes me happy. But my social anxiety hasn’t fully disappeared yet. I am still scared of talking to people and I fear that I may be alone again. I only have little friends so I tend to cling to them. I’m afraid that I may be too clingy to them and they’ll leave me so I’m trying to give them space. Now, I feel like my friends are drifting away from me and I have no one to talk to anymore but I’m hopeful that whatever happens, I’ll always know that I tried my best to become good.

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Last night I thought I would fill my fantasy with a B B C . My husband is away on a business trip. So? I brought home a waiter from our favorite restaurant. I couldn’t believe how big his sausage was. Yes, I moaned when he slid in my willing playground. Yes, I bucked back like it was my very first time. I knew he was ready. Then he treated me like a high school girl. I couldn’t even believe that he pulled out and squirted his cream pie all over my stomach. Then asked me to s u c k on his sausage. And I’m like seriously after pulling out. Then I yelled get dressed and get the F U C K O U T.

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