I confessed to my best friend that I want to kms. She went thru a similar situation about a year ago and I had no idea, or more like I had an idea but never asked her about it. Now that a year later I had the courage to ask her, she told me she self harmed and wanted to die. Which pushed me to crave in my skin “I couldn’t help her”. I dont want to hurt her, but I want her to know how I feel/felt. Except for me having no idea at the time what she was going thru, I’m telling her everything I do as I go. Toxic pretty much, but it s****.