The devil speaks to me. He tells me to do bad things and I keep him at bay by smoking weed. I pray a lot but I hear nothing back from the big guy. Why can I only hear the devil? I imagine Angel wings on my back made of the purest of energy from the heavens and gods power to shield me if any negative energy comes towards me and it repels it like it’s a fly trying to fly against a hurricane. But I can still hear when he tells me to do something that would make me feel good, or do something that will make others feel good. He told me yesterday that I could get a guy in the restaurant to show me his d***. I went to the bathroom the same time he did and I was nervous but I still got in the urinal next to him and I leaned back like I was stretching and he looked at mine, so I looked at his and he smiled and said I had a nice d***. I asked for forgiveness and I didn’t feel any better. I know that God has stopped listening to our planet and he is beyond done with our b*******. So why should I even bother to hold the devil at bay? Plus, he really knows when people will do what I want. It’s like he knows exactly when and where to tell me the random idea and then it always works.