I don’t see any future ahead for me. My parents always try to put all of their money and efforts into my studies so i can have a bright future. Because i’m their first child and both my parents are much older than other kids’s parents who are the same age as me so i feel really bad if i can’t do any progress in my studies. It’s a lot of pressure being the first child and having a much younger sibling. I am worried about my younger sister too. She never got the amount of attention from our parents as i do so her personality is always weird and hard to deal with. I am worried about my future and even more worried about my younger sister’s future.