I will never be the daughter my dad wants, in every family that I’ve been part of involving him, step and original I’ve always been overlooked and I have no other relative that actually considers me family, the siblings that I currently have don’t have to work for recognition like I do and they don’t even appreciate it. I feel like an aquantance, I’m not involved in family stuff, I’m not involved in conversation, I’m overlooked and it f****** hurts. I hate it so much. We can’t even talk about anything anymore. I just want my dad, I just want a hug from him or for him to tell me his proud, or just a normal conversation.