i hate that im this in love with my best friend. i wannna be close to him at all times I hate that I let myself be so enticed by him just being nice to me, I think that’s what made me fall so hard. i keep telling myself “no dude he doesn’t like u get over urself dumbaaahhh” but I keep falling for him all over again when I force myself to not like him, I cant help it.
he doesn’t insult me like everyone else, everyday feels like the world is against me my own friends insult me, backhanded comments all over the place, he doesn’t do that, i hate that i let myself fall THIS HARD O MY F****** GNNNNGRRRRRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA