I wish God would take me. I can’t even remember the last time I was happy. I am all alone. I am so tired. I am barely functioning. I go to work and come home. I do what needs to be done, but that’s it. I bathe at the beginning of the week and take sponge baths until the end of the week. I am so tired. I allowed myself to be manipulated into going with another agency and now I have no health insurance. I have so many other problems. I need a windfall to solve my problems. I’ve wanted to die since I was. Kid. I almost did when I was a kid. I wish I had. I’ve prayed and nothing happens. Where is God!