TW! s***** abuse

i’ve just recently realized that i was s******* abused a lot throughout my childhood. i didn’t know what was going on, i was so young. all i’ve ever known is being sexualized. i knew it was wrong. i rememeber feeling like i was in the wrong, and it was something i had done. i remember for so long blaming myself. i even tried to tell someone about it. i told my teacher, she told my parents. they didn’t believe me. no one believes child on child s***** assault. it went on for so long. with so many different boys. from the ages of five to thirteen, i was sexualized and taken advantage of. i’m fucked up now. thank you nate. thank you kyle. thank you joel. thank you to all the other fucked up little boys who “didn’t know what they were doing.” and f*** you to everyone who wouldn’t listen.