I have a massive crush on my best friend. We are both females, and she is bi, and I am a lesbian. We have liked each other in the past, and have gone on a date with one another months ago, but I am not sure if those feelings she had for me are still there. I feel bad because i am constantly trying to be around her to try to get her to like me again, assuming she doesn’t still feel that way for me. I adore her and her friendship means everything to me, and I would never want to lose her, but it genuinely hurts being around her because I am unhappy just being her friend. I think i’m in love with her.