So I think I only wanted to stay his friend so I could live in denial about what happened. In reality, he’s disgusting. I think about some of the things he used to do and it nauseated me. He’s actually hurt me more than almost anyone but I didn’t want to accept it. Now that he’s blocked me I can start to let it go. He is a miserable, cheating, sneaky person and I can’t stand anything about him anymore. Goodbye.