I feel like I have all 13 reasons why I should kill my. I just feel this thing in me I just want to stab over and over and over again. I feel like I need help and I should be on meds but I was never given them nor the help I needed. I feel like everything is my fault and death is the only thing left. I don’t feel ok and I am not tbh the only reason I am here is cause none of my friends want to hear me. I don’t wanna make it obvious so I just talk to them normally but deep inside I am f****** dying inside and I just want my brains all over the floor