Robin:
i wish you had never raped me i miss you so much
i knew i had to morally cut you out my life the second i really processed what you’d done to me but i was so badly attached to you and i miss that SO much more often than i’d like to admit , no matter how much i hate you for what you did i still miss you and wish you’d never done it so we could’ve stayed friends, even if you are a pathological liar and an all around s*** person i still miss you and i hate it so much. I suppose it’s the work of your expert manipulation lol, it always did work on me, i just cant believe it still does. I even still love you a little , in a weird , fucked up abuse victim sorta way.