I did something to her that makes her ghost me. I love her so much to my core. I know she doesn’t, and never will feel the same, and it’s not like she should, but I wish we could be close enough to be great friends. I can honestly say I love her in more ways than I have ever loved another person, and will likely never love another as I do her as long as I live. I just want to be there for her like she was there for me once. I would never want to cause her pain, but I can’t stop feeling the way I do about her, and wouldn’t want to. She has made me a better person and in some ways she will always be a part of my heart whether she knows it or not.