I was emotionally and physically abused by my biologically parents. They never wanted me. It took CPS 9 years to get me into a stable home. I’m now 21 and I’ve been diagnosed with serve anxiety, PTSD, and depression. I can’t let my guard down. I’m so afraid. Loud noise makes me freeze and causes me to have a minor panic attack. I can manage it better, but my life still flashes before my eyes.