I feel like I’m sick and there’s a whole lot of tension. I fear being alone and loneliness. there is a difference between the two. I have let go of a person or at least I’m trying to. Hoping he will come back to me if he truly belonged. Now that he hasn’t texted, I feel sad. Like crying. And there’s this bad pit in my stomach and I just really want him to text! Man, I am a good person who deserves good friends.
