I'm drowning in disappointment within myself. I'm failing as a mother, like the many mothers I've had, have failed me. After covid, I can barely care for

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I’m drowning in disappointment within myself. I’m failing as a mother, like the many mothers I’ve had, have failed me. After covid, I can barely care for my kids. And it kills me daily. I cry a little because I can’t let my kids see me, then they’ll know. When I can cry, it’s silently, so it can’t be heard. I lost my 2nd job and this tiny room is unaffordable on a part time. I hate admitting I don’t know what to do. I don’t know. Not this time. I feel like this is what everyone wanted who abandoned me. I can’t be better. I have to fail. I’m tired. I just want to correct my choices and do things right.

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I want to be blindfolded, b*** naked, brought on a stage and sat on a wooden chair, and i want to m********* furiously, animalistic, loudly and s***. I will edge myself, not knowing if there’s people or not watching me because everyone has been instructed to be silent (if somebody is even there, who knows) i’ll do wild stuff, touching me everywhere, when i’m at the point of non return, off the edge, a collaborator will remove my blindfold, but it will be too late to stop, i’m c****** now, in front of laughing people, and i’m taking the pleasure all in looking people in the eyes. Knowing before i have even fingered mg a** and kissed mg own feet, i’ll feel destroyed after, so shameful, but yet, it’ll all have been worth it.

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Picka pumpkin, Hold yer hand steady, grab a knife, maybe the carver and squint your eye,
carve the pumpkin till it dies,
carve it good like it’s made of wood, and beat it like your father never could. Stab it until your covered in guts! You’ve just committed murdar on a pumpkin you psycho!

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