My friend knows I love her, and she loves a man who doesn’t love her back. The pain of watching this and knowing I could return all the love she could give, it makes me want to kill myself to stop this pain. It’s this kind of pain that makes me wish for death more so than self hate ever could. I could cry. I’m going to cry unless I shut all these head hurting feelings out and pretend like I’m okay.
Even then, this is all a selfish thought because I should be there to support her in her time of need.
