My confession is that when I was 15 my mum made my life a living a hell so I would steal a large a sum of money from her and the last thing she did that made me really do it was when she hit me with a wire for not waking up early enough to make my siblings lunch in time and from that day I started . With the money I stole I would buy myself an ice cream every morning and I thought that would help but It didn’t because I would go home every day and go in the shower and cut myself with a razor and wouldn’t stop. Now I’m 18 and still have those scars plus new ones from over the years. But this one day my mum took to me to the doctors because I had lost so much weight and the doctors pulled my shirt sleeve up to check on me and then he revealed my scars on my arm and my mum saw but did t care.the doctor asked what happened and I told him I did accidentally from shaving but he didn’t believe me so he told me to see a psychologist and now I’m in the public mental health sector and is diagnosed with clinical depression and anorexia.but the thing is I know no amount of therapy or help would help me until I cut my parents off especially my mum but can’t do it because I don’t have the heart to start over and leave my siblings friends everyone behind because they would think I’m doing to much cutting them off. So now I’ve accepted that im going to live like this unless I kill my self.