I’ve never felt like I’ve belonged in this world. Even as young as 4 years old I realized what an enormous burden I was towards my Single Mother, my Father, and my Grandparents when I visited them, and they in turn confirmed it through subtler means. My father was a semi-famous BMX biker back in the 80’s and 90’s, and my Grandfather is a Vietnam vet with a passion in outdoorsman activities, and as a child I could tell that they resented me for not sharing their interests; in turn, they never attempted to understand the ones I had either and would never humor or feign interest in conversation.