I lost my sense of smell and taste recently due to COVID-19. I have severe undiagnosed body dysmorphia thanks to years of being told I was fat, constant yo-yo and crash dieting, and a long period of eating disorders (I used to go weeks without eating and people would just tell me how great I looked until I met my current partner) going unnoticed. My brain is telling me to use this as a tool to lose a lot weight again, and things are very difficult right now because I know I’m going to let it happen.