So, f*** my family okay. just f*** them, if any of them died I’d f****** cheer because I’m so f****** done. f*** them all. you know how ppl say that u don’t get to chose ur family and all that b*******, okay fine, u don’t chose them but u should at least be able to get away from them if u wanted to, right? but i f****** can’t. I can’t unless I get married and who the f*** thinks about marriage in this day an age anyway, like no, I’m not gonna get hitched just to get out of a cage and put myself in another cage and turn into some kind of s**/servand/cook slave. f*** that.
I try to keep my f****** distance, I stay in my room, I do chores, I stay out of everyone’s way. I have f****** hobbies, I watch movies and series and anime and I listen to music and draw and I’m learning how to sew and it’s been f****** fantastic but they just won’t let me have it.
They don’t want me to have a room of my own, they want me to share my older and married sister who just had a kid and who keeps coming back to our house like she’s some stray and not a doctor married to a doctor and have her own house. Like for f***’s sake, why can’t the f****** husband help out by quitting his second job, taking a vacation, hiring a nanny, idk f****** something!! and why can’t she take a long vacation or something??? or at the very least, why can’t she just understand how having her in our house constantly causes issues and take the f****** hint and sleep in the living room instead of ruining my f****** privacy????

an aunt comes, she stays with me. older sister comes and her 4 kids, she stays with me. older sis and baby comes she stays in my sister in the other room and the other sister I LOATHE comes to stay with me and snores like a f****** TRAIN at 3 in the f****** MORNING!!!!!

I try to change something in the house and everyone is like “THIS IS MY HOUSE”!!! okay then so when I refuse to cook in that disgusting messy kitchen I’m called slefish and a parasite. well f*** you then because no, I won’t cook unless I’m given some kind of control and respect. and no I won’t clean after pigs like you who can’t even rinse your own dishes. and no i won’t even look in your direction you f****** assholes. you ganged up on me and beat me up like a dog on the eve of my birthday. you beat me up, all of you held me down and beat me up and tore my hair. my beautiful long hair that I’ve been growing out for two f****** years and now I have bruises. I’m f****** black and blue just because I refuse to be your f****** slave. if u want me to help you cook and clean then show me some f****** respect.

the whole “u owe us for raising u ” is utter b******* and I will never fall for it. u can’t guilt trip me, or manipulate me, or insult me, or shame me into doing ur bidding. u the more u put pressure on me, the more I will resist you but u just don’t f****** understand it and u keep trying to control me.

I am 26 years old living with a family I hate and who hates me and I’m at my f****** wits’ end but no matter what happens I will never allow them to break me. if u want my help then show me some f****** respect. I’m working now, it’s not great but it’s something, and one day it WILL get better and you won’t get any f****** money from me or any kind of service, even a kind word or a smile because I will never EVER forget what u did to me.

You are all toxic and god knows I tried for so many years to fit in but I couldn’t so I tried keeping my distance from all ur hoarding and fighting and joke insults and violent abuse but you still try to come after me, trying to make me meak and obediant as if this were some kind of kingdom where ur all kings and I’m ur slave just because I’m the younest. well, f*** that and f*** you all.

You can’t break me, keep trying, but you never will. I hate you with all my heart. soon those two assholes who fucked and made me will die and I will dance on their graves. and eventually I won’t have anything to do with the other fucks u created with ur fuckery.

I may never be rich, I may never marry, I may never own my own home, I may never travel, I may never achieve my dreams but I will be happy because I know how to live. I cherish my privacy, I cherish my hobbies and I cherish my dreams and imagination while your only thoughts are about money and f****** eating.

F*** you, you should be ashamed to have to treated me in that way and I will never EVER forgive any of you for it you f****** bastards. idk if u’ll ever pay for it and idc but I know that u will never EVER break me and u will never make me do something I don’t want to do. there might come a day where I’m hopeless and helpless. I might never amound to anything but I’d rather die on the street than come to you.

I HATE YOU ALL AND I WISH YOU WERE ALL DEAD. F*** YOU YOU BASTARDS.