theres been a lot going on as of late, but at the same time it feels like life has been amazing for me. i’ve made new friends, gotten to hang out with ones i already had, got a nice break from everything, etc. but theres at least two things that have just been festering in the back of my mind. a while back some real serious stuff happened that resulted in me blocking a former friend of mine. that’s all i’m gonna say on that but GOD have i been missing him a lot recently its kind of sad. i wish things were back to how they were. not to mention, i’ve been feeling increasingly uncomfortable with someone else i’ve been talking to for about a year now and i don’t know what to do with the feeling or the relationship. ugh. i just needed to talk about this i think. here’s to
hoping these things stop bugging me… T_T