Years ago I hooked up with someone, she was 18, i was 26. It was the best experience of my life, and perhaps the most painful experience as well, as I ended up heartbroken, desiring someone who didn’t want me.

I was completely enamored with her, and I was amazed that such a beautiful woman wanted me. It took me several years to get over her. And it took sometime for me to realize it was a one off experience, and that I’m actually unlovable, an adult male with no purpose. Nothing attractive about that. Regardless, I’m thankful I got to experience being so deeply intimate with this young woman, I’m thankful that we were both willing to be vulnerable, that we communicated, and ultimately had a great time.

Anyways, my life still hasn’t improved, and I’ll be taking my life soon. Farewell