my mom was emotionally abused by her mom and i know she tries her darnest and i have it better than she did but shell go from praising me to making fun of me and i cant tell when shes saracstic of im exadurating like today she started talking to the doctor saying how i dont floss but she doesnt let me go by floss or use hers- or she’ll think im lying to my therapist or make fun of me when i eat say she doesnt really think im gay just call me out for stuff id iddnt even do and make fun of me alot its just alot and i love her shes good to me its just shes so mean to me and when i cut myself she said it wa stupid and yeah it was btu i was so scared to tell her or even wear shorts cause she said she would send me to a ” crazy house” i love her she supports me she can just be nasty and mean and sometimes if eel like its my fault that she says that to me which it is i mean i could be less annoying but it jsut hurts skjvnfl k idk what im saying i just wanna type s*** out how i feel its alot and sometimes i jsut wanna cry